Homfp. no, seriously, I fail.
So like, in Gym today, we was playing VallyBall, And... UGH. So I totally fail at that sport. I had to serve it, and my serving SUCKS. Like, ugh, Everyone laughed at my failure, then the college teacher walks up to me and was like "don't worry, your better then me." with a smile, and I was thinking to myself "o-o .. wow, if your worse then me.... You must REALLY suck." Well, yeah, Because I had too many people looking at me and laugh at my failure, I was like "nooo... I don't wanna serve it anymore.." and the teacher made me.
I was so embarrassed, my face went red, AND again I failed. And even the teacher laughed at my failure. So at the end of the class, just like 3-4 minutes before the bell he walked up to me and said "you did really good, considering the other ones shouting at you and laughed at you." I was like "mhm... yeah.." and then he said "Your really good!" and I nodded then walked off, and was in tears. No one really has said that to me even when they know I failed. ;-;
I'm YET again getting way too emotional, I keep on crying for retarded reason's, for example ^
I also was in a mixed mood, I saw Daniel today and he was like "OMG! GEORGIE COME HUG ME!" so I walked over to him and hugged him with a creeper smile, Then he said "I haven't talked to you in a week!" I was thinking to myself "-.- week? WEEK? last time I recorded talking to you was about 2 months ago! You liked my picture on Facebook, that's not talking, idiot." I seriously don't know whether I like talking to him or not, because EVERY TIME I have talked to him before, he manages to make me love him. -- why am I still going on about this? oops, I'll stop.
Homfp. If you looked into my drawing journal, you would see so many recent upsetting pictures, I'm like, Only drawing out my feelings. I feel upset, but I don't know why? Hm, I wish someone would help me out with this. v.v
UGHHHHHH...
I'm terrible at them. The only reason I was any good at any of them was if they involved arm strength, because for a girl, I have BEAST arm muscles. (It came from bear hugging religiously from childhood.)
Hey, they came over to encourage you, right?
DRAW THOSE FEELINGS OUT. THAT'S WHAT ART IS FOOORRRR!!!! *highfives*
Yes, Yes they was.
I WILL, I SHALL DRAW, WHEN MY PEN TIPS GET TO MY HOUSE, WHICH I DON'T THINK I TOLD YOU BUT MY MOTHER FINALLY BROUGHT MY PEN TIPS!! SO i CAN DRAW AGAIN.
Those people were laughing at the event, not at the person. They weren't thinking "HAHAHA THAT GIRL IS RETARDED", they were thinking "HAHAHA PEOPLE FAILING AT VOLLEYBALL MAKE ME LAUGH".