Homfp. no, seriously, I fail.
So like, in Gym today, we was playing VallyBall, And... UGH. So I totally fail at that sport. I had to serve it, and my serving SUCKS. Like, ugh, Everyone laughed at my failure, then the college teacher walks up to me and was like "don't worry, your better then me." with a smile, and I was thinking to myself "o-o .. wow, if your worse then me.... You must REALLY suck." Well, yeah, Because I had too many people looking at me and laugh at my failure, I was like "nooo... I don't wanna serve it anymore.." and the teacher made me.
I was so embarrassed, my face went red, AND again I failed. And even the teacher laughed at my failure. So at the end of the class, just like 3-4 minutes before the bell he walked up to me and said "you did really good, considering the other ones shouting at you and laughed at you." I was like "mhm... yeah.." and then he said "Your really good!" and I nodded then walked off, and was in tears. No one really has said that to me even when they know I failed. ;-;
I'm YET again getting way too emotional, I keep on crying for retarded reason's, for example ^
I also was in a mixed mood, I saw Daniel today and he was like "OMG! GEORGIE COME HUG ME!" so I walked over to him and hugged him with a creeper smile, Then he said "I haven't talked to you in a week!" I was thinking to myself "-.- week? WEEK? last time I recorded talking to you was about 2 months ago! You liked my picture on Facebook, that's not talking, idiot." I seriously don't know whether I like talking to him or not, because EVERY TIME I have talked to him before, he manages to make me love him. -- why am I still going on about this? oops, I'll stop.
Homfp. If you looked into my drawing journal, you would see so many recent upsetting pictures, I'm like, Only drawing out my feelings. I feel upset, but I don't know why? Hm, I wish someone would help me out with this. v.v